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"Certified banger, written in the heart of the second lockdown for us, with lyrics conjured during a blizzard in the middle of the woods in 2021 during the coldest period of winter. Some people took times like these to reflect on simpler times in their lives, digging back into their youth... I tried to do this as well during the pandemic, hoping for some degree of comfort, but I found that it only made me more unhappy. I wanted to move on. I want to move on. "
Jesse Matthewson


This time I’ll plead, I’m desperate. Help; this cannot continue this way. I will not help pull you from this misery. This is not a guilt trip; I’m just losing my grip. You are on your own. All senses, a ghost - forgotten pieces, with a forced lapse. Unwelcome reflection, every time that I go back to this lost space where that scared boy once hoped to be someone stronger. An apprehension unprovoked. You are all alone. Most wish that you were never here.


released March 10, 2023
Guitar/Vocals: Jesse Matthewson
Drums: Shane Matthewson
Bass: Scott Hamilton
Saxophone: Kathryn Kerr

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KEN mode Winnipeg, Manitoba

Metal/hardcore influenced "Extreme Noise Rock"


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